No! I don't want to be a stat..

Crap. Crap. Crap.

I can't believe I have do it again.

I have gained so much weight and fat that I have to redo it all again.

Why can't I just keep it off? Why do I do this to myself.

Ach. Ok that's enough whining.

It's been a rough 6 months. I've trained hard on the bike, but used it as an excuse to eat like crap. Dad got really sick, used it as an excuse. Dad died, had that as an excuse. No more excuses!

I need to lose 15 pounds. I need to lose the baby apron that keeps popping up.. I want NEED to wear bike shorts next year without cringing.

Have a plan. 3 steps.

Eat healthy again. I really miss that.
Walk 3/4 times a week - goal for the Kelowna Half Marathon in October
Bike once a week to keep the bike legs

By October I'll lose the weight
By June I'll be in those darn bike shorts!


marjean said...

You'll get there...all in good time...says the old lady whose pigging out on a tub of Black Jack Cherry ice cream while reading your post...sigh. We can't help falling off the wagon every now and then, but we can just dust ourselves off and climb back on. Thanks for posting my "Live your life" badge on your side bar and helping to keep the message out there.

Angela said...

YOu have done so well, you can do this no problem! Just don't beat yourself up over bad days, but keep moving forward.

Alicia said...

you can do it! if there's anything i've learned about you from reading your blog its that you are one determined woman!! go do it!!

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